finally! summer is here. // Monday, June 23, 2008
summer is here! summer is here! and i have to research japan!
oh well. i still have time to procrastinate. :D
this is so weird. i kinda want to go to school. So weird that i'll miss it b/c i don't even know half the people. i probably don't even know a quarter of the people. and partly because i feel like if i like the school, i'm saying i don't miss sas. which i do.
But at the same time, i wouldn't want to go back for any other reason than to see my friends. well, that's not true, there are many reasons i would want to go back. but i can't. i'm going into 9th grade. and even if went back as a 9th grader, as shallow as it sounds, i wouldn't want the embarassment of people other than my friends knowing.
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anyways.
it's summer. not the time to think of school.
oh and is this back up in shanghai or is it only because i'm using my computer's newly downloaded firefox (the new and improved v 3.0. haha)!?
happy summer everyone.
=D
4:54 PM
[untitled] // Wednesday, June 11, 2008
shake it ~ metrotown <3
(damn, that picture is tiny. XP)
i don't like making complicated stories that have some hidden meaning or something. Or making stories about myself in THIRD PERSON.
SO, i will just write.
OH MY FREAKIN' GOD!! i'm doomed. a failure.
i keep thinking it's going to be fine. that i will pass the finals that mine parents are constantly bugging me about. but i'm REALLY worried.
i'm supposed to be done with studying geo and started phy. but i haven't STARTED.
SERIOUSLY, what kind of teachers give you homework NOW? the week before finals? why is it so important to teach EVERYTHING? DX
all i know is after this is over, it will be summer. and freedom... no wait not freedom.
research for a VACATION to Japan. D: why is it so important me and jess do it?? D:
still, i'm thinking if i just get through it, it'll eventually be ok.
anyways, for all of you people who are already leaving for summer vacation. i will miss you!
see you next year at some random get together or KTV-ing thing or a birthday party. <3
=D
4:23 AM
found my place // Tuesday, June 10, 2008
more than a love song- augustana
"Knowing is better than wondering, walking is better that sleeping, and even the biggest failure beats the hell out of never trying."
"It's a long road, and when you get to the end of it, you're not going to care about winning. You're just going to be relieved you made it to the finish line."
"Denial. It's not just a river in Egypt, it's a freakin' ocean. So how do you keep from drowning in it?"
"BECAUSE...IT'S WHAT JESUS...WOULD FREAKING DO!!!"
"If you want crappy things to stop happening to you then stop accepting crap and demand something more!"
-Grey's Anatomy
(i know jess practically the same but my boring ass imagination told me to do it.)
=D
4:13 AM